ugh.

I hate the ridiculous amount of homework we're currently getting at school. Like seriously! We already have enough. It's only the first day back at school, & we get tons of homework. smh.
Plus, I still have to finish my project. It's due like next week, & I didn't even start yet. Wal-Mart doesn't have anymore styrofoam balls. Bleh. I've got to get this done & over with. I'm like, terrified to stand in front of the class to give our presentation. It's a habit. Everytime I go up in front of everybody, I start to shiver, & my voice is like, shaky.

So I stayed after school with Cicely today, even if there was no Poly. We stayed after school, visiting some classrooms, & walking around. We were throwing Cheerios at each other too, lol. It was so damn cold today. Ugh, no more sunshine. It's gonna be foggy all week. At least it's going to be dry. ;_______;

I'm a member on Pixie Hollow again, bahahahhahahahah. I don't like how all of the non members get nothing, & members get everything. Okay, I don't want to rant about online games, lol.

I'm gonna go do some stuff now.. like eating.. kbai.

-pharanya

WOOOOOO.

I DIDN'T WRITE HERE IN FOREVER.
I'M GOING TO UPDATE MY PLAYLIST TOO. :3

---It really was. ♥

SO, Omar called me yesterday, and was super annoying 'cause I didn't tell him how to three way call. He got like pissed for some reason, & was like, "I'm gonna bring you down the slide tomorrow, jump on you, & rape you." I'm sitting here like, "o_______o what?" Then he goes, "Nothing. I'm just playing, Pharanya. I love you." LOL.

ONTO TODAY.

SO, first recess, Omar & Chris were about to take me to the slide. I heard Omar say, "You take the left, I'll take the right." When they came, I was like, "No, no, no, please go away." Omar picked me up & just carried me to the slide. For some reason, they didn't take me down this time.

We had an assembly before recess. Omar was the only boy in our row, lol.

Did our presentation today in language arts. c:

I pinched Omar at lunch in the cafeteria, & he like grabbed my arms & looked like he was about to fight me, & he's like, "Just kidding, I love you Pharanya." SO, he like, took my hand, squeezed it real tight, then kissed it LOL
Then he's like, "I've never done that before."

MOGMOMGPOSJFP90EWU45908IROIFJWKEFJKEF P.E. WAS SO FUN. We were all piling on the slide again. [x
Omar was on the slide, & I was standing near it, so he climbs up, & grabs my leg, pulling me down with him. lol. Marie was trying to pull me back up, but Omar got me down. Then Marie came down, crushing me. I tried to climb out of the crack, but then Omar wouldn't let me, so he was like, holding onto me, but I managed to climb over. He grabbed onto my waist so I won't go, so I ended up sitting on him. ;3
We kept on piling onto the slide. And when I say 'we,' I mean Daniel, Chris, Omar, Spencer, Alex, & Cesar. All boys, one girl. LOL.
LOL, so we started piling again; Daniel first, then Omar, then me, & some other people. We were like, literally crushed against each other. So, Omar decides to climb onto the edge of the slide & jump off. HIS ARSE WAS ALL UP IN MY FACE & EVERYTHANG. I'm sitting there like, "NONONONONON" & covering my face loolol. SO, I was crushed against Daniel, and more people were behind us. I was yelling at him to go, & started pushing him, & we went down slowly.

IT WAS SO FUN, LOL.

Christopher made me cry after school. He tried to mess with me, saying that he was moving schools, & I'm like, "Stop. I'm gonna cry." He kept on saying that he was moving, so I started tearing up & yeah. Chris was like, "Awww, she's crying! I'm just playing, Pharanya." and both Omar and Chris gave me hugs. lol.

Today was fun.
ONE WEEK BREAK; SHOOSH YEAH.
kbai

i almost died, thanks to my dear husband and brother. .____.

first, happy birthday to my little cousin kayla♥

she's 9 now, and is as tall as me. o-o
my sister hit me with a deli sub. ._. [ no, this isn't why i almost died, lol. ]
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today was pretty fun. we played the confession game at lunch, & omar asked me when did i like him. i told him, fourth grade, and he was like, "I THOUGHT YOU HATED ME!" because i kept on hitting him and pinching him and stuff. lol.
after that, omg, after that was terribble. omar & chris took my arms and were like, "let's go on the slide backwards." i panicked, so i was like "NO OMG ONONONONO LET GO LET ME GO NOW" and stuffs, & when they tried to bring me up onto the playground stairs, they couldn't take me up because i was pushing the stairs away from me with my foot & stuffs. omar & chris had to go behind me and try to push me, then omar wrapped his arms around me & lifted me up the steps. i was like hugging the poles & stuff and like, "HELP ME! STRANGER DANGER!" oh god it was so scary though. i was holding onto the pole in front of the slide, & chris was pushing me, omar was pulling, and they tried to loosen my grip on the poles and stuff oololol
i fell on omar; like right on top of him. he was still pulling, chris was taking my fingers off of the handles. omar was like, "why won't you go on the slide backwards? are you scared?" i replied, "no, i'm not going down 'cause i'm not stupid like you." i was about to bite omar. forreals. but i couldn't cause chris kept on pulling me down. when they finally got me on the slide, i only went down halfway backwards, then moved my legs to the front. i got so pissed; when omar & chris came down, i was like, "get your fudging arses over here." and started chasing omar & stuffs. we went onto the playground again. i went to chris & started pinching his cheek super hard. he was like, "ow, ow, ow, ow. omar omar omar!" when omar turned around, he started pinching my cheeks too, and i took his cheek, and started to twist it and they started screaming. the whistle blew after that, & we all went down the slide one by one. rocky was being stupid & blocked the slide, so i crashed into chris & omar, marie & cicely crashed into me, and yeah. it was pretty fun though, but they hurt my leg. :c

i haven't been posting for a while

sorry D:

-slowly dying-
as for the title, it's a song by wonder girls that recently came out a few days ago. jsfhjkshf i love this song so much~
blasting this on christmas, tho.

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SO.
i got new glasses. i'm getting used to them. they're kinda big, lol.

i'm gonna go draw now
so yeah
oh &
omar proposed to me again.
"pharanya, will you marry me? can i wear the ring?"
^^ during science period, lol. ^^
KAYS, GOING TO DRAW NOW~

OH YEAH
AND FOR THE MATH OLYMPIAD THING
we one sixth out of thirty-one~ :D
kay bye

Chris has his sweater. boo.
I had bad luck today, but it was pretty funny. I hit my head into a pole and Chris accidently kicked my head when he was swinging near the slides. damn, that hurt, lol. Omar elbowed my face too. :c
Omar crushed mine & Chris's chips at lunch. He got karma though; his chocolate spilled on his front, lolololololol
First math olympiad meeting today. Just went over some practicing things and such. At science, I was gonna talk to Omar, but when I tapped him, he was like, "No, Pharanya." and took my pencil. I just sat there like o__________________o
"I wasn't going to ask you anything. Give me my pencil back. I hate you."
He told me that he loved me and I was like, "No. Give me my pencil back." Omar said that I have to tell him that I love him first. So I was like, "Fine, I love you." And when he gave my pencil back, I said, "I hate you."
ololol

Pentathalon was fun. I sat with Daven, Sean, and Marcus. We were messing around and stuff, and whenever the coach walked to our table, Daven suddenly talked about his work. it was funny.
Daven started to say some cheesy pick up lines to me, like, "You're the only ten I see." and "Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?" i lol'd.
He started serenading me with songs too. What a stupid son. lol.

When he came with me to get my violin, I was like, "Okay, you don't have to hold it for me anymore." but he didn't give it to me. So I grabbed it by the handle, and he was like, "NO. WE CAN HOLD IT TOGETHER. IT'S OUR BABY."
LOLOLOL

are you being for serious?

nobody gives a damn shit if you want to move schools so badly. you don't have to tell the fucking world. we fucking get it; you want to move schools. you want to get rid of drama. you don't have to repeat yourself. stop trying to get attention. you're fucking annoying.



i feel bad

i forgot to bring omar's arizona
i even left notes too
and he reminded me this morning
but i forgot
fuck it all

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IT WAS MY LITTLE COUSIN. He woke up at 6:40 in the morning and I had to watch him. Then I went to eat. I forgot all about the Arizona. dammit.

When I saw Omar this morning, I was like, "oh god i forgot his present i feel so bad" After he said bye to his girlfrand, he came over to me with his arms opened and asked, "Where's my Arizona?" And I just ran into his arms and was like, "OSFJSKLDFJ I'M SO SORRY I FORGOT YOUR ARIZONA I KNOW YOU TOLD ME THIS MORNING AND TOLD ME TO WRITE NOTES EVERYWHERE AND STUFFS JFHKSJHERUHFUSEHF"
SO he be standing there, returning the hug, saying stuff like "HOW COULD YOU FORGET YOU PUT NOTES I EVEN REMINDED YOU THIS MORNING" ughsefhueshrkjher, he made me feel so bad, so I started crying a little, lololololo.

He has to remind me to bring it on Monday. I'mma write him a note too. c:<

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ffffffffff omar found out that i'm on my period

i had cramps today, and was like, "omgggggggggg omar i has crampssss ):"

he was like, "YOU'RE ON YOUR PERIOD?!" i was like, "*nodnodnodnodnodnod*

he was surprised that i actually was.

what is life

-stuffs-

SO DAMN COLD TODAY
FORREALS.
I should've checked the weather before I left for school. D:
Fucking 42 degrees this morning. There was barely any hot water this morning either. :c

FUCKING COLD AT SCHOOL. AND I WORE GOD DAMN SHORTS. My friends & I were like standing there, shivering. I kept on hugging Marie and Cicely. When Marie went to go talk to someone, Cicely and I started to hug each other and pretended to cry. Then, Marie comes and hugs us too. Omar comes and jumps on all of us for a hug. He didn't bring a damn sweater. How stupid, LOL.
I was in the middle, so it was pretty warm. Omar's hair kept on poking our faces though. lolol. I couldn't breathe, so I started yelling, "OMSOFOISHFIHEI I CAN'T BREATHE HELP ME I'M DYING" and when we let go, we just stood there for a while, and Omar just says out loud, "IT'S SO COLD." SOOO, he justs comes over to me and starts hugging me tightly. Very tight. We were just standing there for a few minutes, hugging, lol.

Right when we let go, there's a whole bunch of other people, and we're talking and stuff, then Daniel yelled "GROUP HUG!" and pulled all of us together for a hug. The people I remember that was in the hug was Daniel, Omar, Marie, Cicely, Phu, and some others. lol. I was stuck in the middle again. My face was like crushed onto Daniel's shoulder. I couldn't move at all, lolol. It was fun, though. (x

When we got inside, Omar put his hands in his shirt and stayed warm in there. He touched my hand, and was like, "Damn, you're hella cold." He took both of my hands and started to squeeze them super hard to make them warm. Didn't work at all, lol.

My hands were still cold at lunch. He stuffed his hands in Christopher's sweater [ I was wearing it ] and was like "it's warm in here." lololooolol
It was so funny after school. I was recording Omar and stuffs 'cause he was gonna beat Joshua up, but there was a teacher there, so he couldn't, lol. I continued to record anyway. He took my phone and started to record everyone. Destiny & Diana started screaming at each other, and Omar just stands there recording them. LOL.

I GOT OMAR SOME ARIZONA FOR HIS BIRTHDAY♥

I kinda fell asleep on Christopher's sweater again, lolol.

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I went to the eye doctor today. My eye sight is freakin' terrible. ; 3 ;
Oh well, at least I'm getting new glasses. I got mad 'cause my mom didn't let me get those huge glasses that makes me look like a total nerd. She said "it's to big for my face." o 3 o

Posting this before I go to sleep.

 OH MY GODNESS. I love Daniel. He's the bestest friend you could ever have♥

DANIEL'S GETTING ME A SWEATER FOR MY BIRTHDAY~♥

After 6 years of being in school, I've never had a birthday gift like this. Daniel is just.. omg i love him so much right now. He's my little brother anyway; so far, my favorite brother.

OKAY, let me list the things I'm getting from my friends. >D

OMAR

- Domo plushie from Sanrio

- An enormous hug

- ..His love.

CHRISTOPHER

- Nothing so far. He's my least favorite right now. :c

DANIEL

- A sweater♥

I don't know who else is getting me anything. I know these three [[ or two ]] for sure. My father [[ Torrence ]] gave me his bracelet♥

aghaghiahgshf so many hearts in this post

oh well

i'm happy

okay, well i'm gonna go dream now

i'll post about my day today tomorrow, if you get it. lol.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

this post has to do with omar again

^^^^^I was wrapped in my blanket^^^^^
I was webcamming with Omar yesterday.
I fell asleep around 830, while Omar was getting food. He freakin' turned on his mic and screamed to wake me up. -.-

After he had to go, he called me and told me to turn it off. I said I didn't want to, but I had to 'cause he's my older brother ololo. When I did, we started talking for a little, and was listening to me playing piano and stuff~

THEN, A WILD CONFESSION APPEARS

Omar told me that he had a confession, and told me not to tell anybody at all, but I'm telling you guys because you don't know him in real life, so promise you won't stalk him after I tell you this, k?
At first, he was fooling around saying that he was sexy and stuff. I kept on yelling at him, like, "OMG HURRY UP SJKHRKHIFHSJRKJHU" THEN, HE FINALLY SAID IT, WHICH MADE ME IN COMPLETE SHOCK.

..Omar used to like me on the beginning of the school year in 5th grade.

I'm just sitting there like
I told him "That's crazy. I am in complete shock." He replied, "I know right? I told you it would be weird."

JSHFJSEHRKJHKFJSHE OMAR USED TO LIKE ME
OMAR USED TO LIKE ME
USED TO LIKE ME

I asked him why he liked me twice. At first, he said that he didn't know. When I asked him again, he said that he thought I was 'tight' and 'cool'. OH, and he said that he thought I was cute too♥

i'm still in shock

He told me not to tell anybody, but I'm telling you, as I said before. DON'T TELL ANYONE PLS, OLOLOLLL.

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i failed the allnighter with omar
HOW THE FUCK DID I FALL ASLEEP
I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER

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I have a picture of Omar confessing his love for me oololololololololol

He was telling my cousin his confession. akfdjkjehjhfskf i'm still in shock

i'm afraid to go to school now ololoollollolololol

today was amazing♥

today was absolutely perfect, despite the fact that kool aid exploded on me and a few friends. joshua is so stupid, lol. i don't know what he did, but it exploded on me, kenshido, and himself. i feel guilty for wearing christopher's sweater at that very moment. he doesn't know that it exploded on his sweater though. omar is happy because it didn't stain my clothes or his sweater, 'cause i was wearing two sweaters today. lol. luckily, christopher's sweater was black.

after language arts, i had to give chris's sweater back. bleh. oh well, at least i had omar's. i still have it now, because i didn't feel like walking over to him after poly. super tired tho. it looked like i had no pants 'cause i was wearing shorts, and omar's sweater is long for me. lolol

okay, so, after language arts, when we went to science, we didn't do anything but listen to mr. metzger's constant rambling about the report cards. omar, kenshido, joshua, and i were talking to each other. i was playing with omar's hand, and when i put my head down, he held my hand♥

he was dying in class today LOL
omar kept on coughing and choking and was like, "omg i'm dying" after school, i gave him a hug because i told him that it would be the last hug i'll give him since he's dying. lolol.

omar carried me to mr. matthews's class today. from the cafeteria to mr. m's class. bahahahah♥

yesterday, omar called me when i was making myself a sandwich. when i told him what i was doing, he asked me to make him one. i said no, he said yes, and we had a little argument for a few seconds. then i told him that i wasn't his wife, and he said yes i am. LOLOL. i told him to prove it then. and you know what he replied?

"okay then, fine. will you marry me?"

LOL i love omar♥

why on earth am i talking about omar
like srsly

Oh hell no.

Bitch, don't go calling me a bitch or a hoe if you don't know my name. Fuck, how would you feel if I called you a damn whore? Bitch please, if you don't know me, just simply say that we're leaving. Don't have to go, "AYE BITCH, UHH HOE. WE'RE LEAVING" 'cause I won't know who that is. You're a damn bitch, and I don't give a single living fuck if you're my friend's cousin. Damn, I'm a year older than you. I'd beat the shit out of you.

ew, homework.

I really hate homework right now. I'm kinda behind on my schedule, since I was supposed to finish my take home test a few hours ago. Yes, hours. Ugh, Omar called me so I can help him with the last problem. like seriously. WHY ME BRO. So annoying. He was part of the reason why I was behind. We were talking for 20 minutes, and he kept on begging me for Carolyn's number. Jerk.

The week has been pretty good so far. First pentathalon meeting was today, and it was fun. First assignment is to find the oldest hominid found on Earth. Crazy stuff man. I didn't even find it yet. o;

I'm hungry. I've been making people give me food. Omar still needs to give me my In-N-Out. Chris needs to get my Starbucks. srsly tho.

ALMOST DONE WITH MY TEST~ I hope I do good on this, like my science. That was pure luck.

Okay, I'm gonna finish now. See you later. : D

EW IT'S SCHOOL.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. I WILL DESTROY ALL MAN-KIND WITH MY UNICORNS, HIPPOGRIFFS, AND DRAGONS. MY MINIONS ARE SO COOL.

i am so surprised.

so. there was this one boy last year that everybody kept on saying that he liked me. turns out, it was true.

today, i logged onto my facebook, and the boy who liked me [[ nathan ]] asked me if i knew that he liked me. i told him that i did, and he said that he was sorry that he didn't go out with me.

like wow. i'm very surprised that he had the guts to admit it. i've told a few people so far. they're like "OMGOMGOMOGMOGMOMOGMOJGFIHUISDHRKJFRHJSDF" because they always think that i'm going out with him. seriously.

but he actually likes me. /SHOCKED

arizonaaaaaaa ! (x

oh sweet nectar of the gods

you are extremely delicious. i love arizona so much. >w<

okay so my dad thinks i'm strange because of the way i eat. lul. it is strange though, 'cause when i say i'm full, i'm full of the thing that i was eating, and i crave something else, if you know what i mean. ahahaha. so weird. c;

lame shit.

you act like i can't fucking read you stupid ass. this is exactly why i fucking hate you so badly.

tf, my mom fucking called me lazy and said i'm useless. how do you think that made me feel? i fucking hate it when people insult me like that. fucking sobbing all night long. you always fucking make me feel like i'm nothing to you. this is why i fucking cry everyday. my whole family doesn't even like me. fuck. i'm crying now.

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okay, since my blog has been filled with rants, i don't want to post about it anymore, unless i'm super fucking pissed and i want to kill all man-kind.

thank you, arthur, for making my day. ♥



okay, well, it's fall and officially so damn cold. i hate the cold, forreals. i don't like the heat either. fuck, i hate everything. and to those who says it's snuggling season, i don't even have anyone to snuggle with besides my blanket. i totally made a small club house a few moments ago. it's pretty warm in here. (:

i need somebody to talk to, pls.

you too? tf bro

 bro, nobody asked for your fucking opinions. what kind of sisters are you guys anyway? it doesn't fucking seem like your even apart of my fucking family. like seriously. i fucking hate you all right now. i hate everyone. maybe that's why i don't fucking want to be around anyone. never thought about that, huh?

i fucking hate people

i fucking hate you

/contains lots of horrible language

fucking bitch you motherfucker i want to fucking slap you upside your fucking face now. you're a damn bitch, did you fucking know that? i don't give a single fuck about you anymore. i want to stab you until you fucking die. i don't fucking care if you're my sister and we've been through a lot. i really want to fucking slap you right now. you're a fucking asswipe, you bitch. i fucking hate how you treat me. i'm fucking mad at you because of how you fucking act around me, fucktard. i don't fucking complain about you unless you're a fucking whore. you fucking bitch. i don't fucking yell at you for no reason. i fucking say that i hate you because you're a fucking bitch you bitch. i wish you were never my fucking sister. you don't treat me like one. you're a whore, damn bitch.

i fucking hate it when you fucking mess with me. i just want to punch you in your fucking face. you fucking douchebag. i don't ever want to fucking talk to you ever again. i'd be willing to fuck up your ugly ass face. i wish i was never apart of your fucking family. i wish you'd die.

you fucking bitch i wish i can fucking yell at you like this every fucking day. i hate your ass. nobody fucking likes you you fucking damn whore.

fuck, now i feel like fucking crying again. fuck you.

fuck this

[contains horrible language]

i fucking hate it when you're a hypocrite. you say i'm giving a fucking attitude when you fucking are. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DO YOU EXPECT. DO YOU FUCKING EXPECT ME TO BE ALL RAINBOWS AND CUPCAKES?! NO. YOU GIVE FUCKING ATTITUDES TO HER AND ME TOO, QUIT ACTING LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING INNOCENT, YOU DAMN BITCH.

i'm on my fucking period. don't fucking piss me off. that's what happens when you fucking do. hella stupid doe. i can't wait until you move out of the fucking house. a few more years to go. get your ass out of here. nobody wants you here.

it's not cool when you're constantly picking on fucking 6 year olds. when you talk about our mom like that behind her fucking back. i don't give a single fuck if i'm talking about you, 'cus right now, i hate your ass.

don't be yelling "ATTITUDE" or "HYPOCRITE." when you're being the fucking hyopcrite and giving the attitude. you're a damn bitch, and nobody likes you. fucktard.

see, we had the fucking right choice to hate your ass a few years back. i fucking hate you the same way, and it would probably never change.

fix your fucking act. nobody fucking likes your ass, dumbass.

damn, i feel very emotional right now. fuck.

amg ; 3 ;

who are you people constantly looking at this blog

like seriously, when i got here this morning, it was like at 53. refresh, 56. refresh, 60. refresh, 63. now it's at 99. WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE

I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU HERE.

EDIT ; wtf, i refresh and it's at 71

happy birthday arthur! ♥

happy birthday to my big brother arthur~ you are now 24, you oldie. ♥ i felt to special when you said you love me very much. lul, everyone loves me. nah, jkay. a lot of people hate me.

so yeah. party on xat, doe~ we're gonna party like there's no tomorrow. you better get your arse on xat right now, if you're reading this. you too, taostie. fffff, i gotta go scan in the gift.

 

see you later.

about me.

hello. welcome to my blog. &hearts;

i like food. it's the best thing in the universe, right? you better like food, or i'll hurt you. i have a big appetite for a little girl. even if i'm not on my period or anything, i still love to eat. it's a habit. i eat a lot every single day. don't be surprised if you see me eating like a beast.

i love arthur. he's my bff/big brother. he gives me virtual food. o u o

if i catch you being rude or mean to him, i will track you down and tear you to shreds. this is how much i love him as a brother. [:

i don't like the fact that i'm always mean. i'm rude to my family members and friends all the time, and i want to stop that. and i always tell them that i'm mean because they don't listen. it's true. i get pissed when they don't listen. i especially hate it when we're in an argument when i don't want to. like seriously. shut your face.


my favorite color has been blue, and will never change, unless they invent a new color that i'd like, but i'll still love the color blue. i want my room to be blue. blue is awesome. c:


i like anime and k-pop/j-pop. i'm currently watching ouran high school host club, bleach, vampire knight, and angel beats. i plan on watching more when i finish these. c: omg, dudes, i love hayao miyazaki films. &hearts;
howl's moving castle is the best movie ever. i wish there were guys like howl in real life. it sucks to not have people like him. :c


I HAVE SO MANY HUSBANDS YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. i have like 54984812498415465. i'm not a cheater. ;D


so yeah. if you'd like to get to know me more, feel free to chat. don't worry, i probably won't bite.


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